Happy Labor Day sa inyong lahat!

8,000 Tickets sold by Singapore Airlines when it cut prices by more than half! Lipad na tayo, bwakanginangyan - ang mura ng ticket!

BALITANG SINGAPORE

Sabi ngayon sa balita, 51% daw ng mga Singaporean Males above 30 suffer from ED... that's Erectile Dysfunction. In short, sabi sa study, 51% ng mga lalaking Singaporean ay hindi tinitigasan.

Dito sila talo ng mga Pinoy. Lolo na, tigas titi pa rin! MABUHAY ANG MGA PILIPINO! MABUHAY ANG MGA LALAKI SA PILIPINAS NA LAGPAS 30 NA TINITIGASAN PA RIN!

MABUHAY! (o may sumagot pa! ha? nong sey mo diyan.)

SARS in Singapore

Total Number of Cases 199
Discharged 131
Hospitalised 47
Intensive Care 17
Deaths 21 + 1 (pending post mortem findings)
Suspected 111 (including 9 children below 18)
Under home quarantine 2,836
Last update: Sunday, Apr 27
Source: Ministry of Health

My Twice Daily Temperature Readings

wala namang extra special na nangyari sa akin papasok sa office ngayong umaga. ah except na may umutot sa aircon bus. tanginangbahutalaga pre! ang bantot bantot! pag pinatagal pa niya yon ng hanggang hapon, baka mag-invade nang mga amerikanong cowboy dito sa singapore, due to chemical weapons of mass destruction.

ganoon kabahu ang utot niya! (kung sino man siyang impakto or impakta). siyempre, walang umamin. pero linawin natin ah, hindi ako yung umutot.

kung sa pilipinas yon nangyari, sisigaw na ako ng: "o, yung umutot diyan, umamin na". problema nandito ako sa singapore, kaya tumayo na lang ako sa silya ko at pumwesto malapit sa pinto para umiwas sa amoy.

nirecord ko na rin nga pala ang temperature ko sa My Twice Daily Temperature Readings

isa lang masasabi ko sa mga politokong may sariling interest sa pag-harap sa problema ng SARS sa pilipinas.... MGA PUTANGINA NYO, MAGKASAKIT SANA KAYONG MATAGAL, MAGASTOS AT MASAKIT!

Politics can derail gov't
efforts vs SARS: officials

Posted:6:49 AM (Manila Time) | Apr. 26, 2003
By Armand N. Nocum
Inquirer News Service


POLITICS and the paranoia of officials who control local health facilities can undermine the government's fight against SARS, officials said.

Jean Marc Olive, representative of the World Health Organization in the Philippines, expressed concern about how the behavior of local officials could affect the Philippines' capacity to battle SARS.

"If it's a national emergency, they should cooperate," Olive said after learning that "JP," the country's fourth SARS case, had earlier been refused admission at the Eastern Samar Regional Medical Center in Tacloban City.

Dr. Rainero Zamora, Samar provincial health officer, said they had planned to take JP to the hospital "but local officials in Leyte objected to putting her there."

Health Secretary Manuel Dayrit said local politics was among "the problems that we will be facing" in attending to SARS cases in the rural areas.

"Ideally, people [with SARS] should be placed in isolation at the regional hospitals," he said. But the devolution of health service to local officials can pose a problem, he said, considering that "governors and mayors are known to act according to their interests."
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konting ingat mga egan. medyo delikado pag di naghigpit ang gobyerno sa pilipinas.

dito sa singapore (just last week), may isang siraulong matigas ang ulo na may SARS ang nagpilit magpunta sa palengke - ayun, pinasara ang buong palengke. quarrantine ang mahigit 2500 na na nagtitinda at namimila sa panlengke.

patay na yata siya, ang anak niya, at ang asawa niya. 7 sa kamag-anak niya ay may SARS.

required na kaming mag record ng temperature 2x a day sa trabaho. binili kaming lahat ng thermometer. pag mataas sa 38 ang temperature mo - uwi ka agad via ambulansya.

lahat ng bahay na may quarrantine ay kinakabitan ng web camera para mamonitor. 3x a day, tinatawagan. pag di ka sumagot or pag di ka nakita sa camera, kakabitan ka ng GPS tracking brace sa katawan. $15K na fine plus imprisonment pag di mo sinunod ang quarrantine.

astig talaga ang gobyerno rito. out of the window ang civil liberties mo once suspected ka na possible SARS case. bwakang inang yan!!!

may bagong regulation ngayon kami dito sa singapore. nag-install na sila ng mga live web cams sa lahat ng mga households ng may quarrantine. 3 times a day, tinatawagan sila sa bahay ng gobyerno. pag di mo sinagot ang phone call, or, kung nakita sa camera na wala ka sa bahay, kakabitan ka ng GPS tracking device sa katawan. bukod pa rito ang $20K na multa at possible imprisonment.

sa office, kailangan mag check kami ng temperature twice a day. lahat kami ay binilhan ng digital thermometer para sa mga check na ito, kung kaya... may bago akong laruan!

Reviews of Point of No Return

Melina Gerosa, Entertainment Weekly, April 30, 1993
No offense to Nina Simone, but younger viewers of Point of No Return have been known to wonder if the singer so effective at quelling the beast in Bridget Fonda's angry character is merely a screenwriter's invention. Far from it. As a matter of fact, the now 60-year-old High Priestess of Soul has been at it since the '50s, lending her edgy, throaty androgyny to every genre from gospel to R&B to raging black protest to torch songs (a collection of the latter, entitled A Single Woman, is due out from Elektra in July).
Point of No Return's director, John Badham, could think of no better voice to echo his heroine's raw emotions. "Simone is a woman who doesn't take any crap from anybody," says Badham, who included five of her song on the Hans Zimmer soundtrack (RCA).

The fact that the seasoned diva's rebel yell may be a nuance lost on the twenty something set did not daunt the director. "Audiences don't like to be spoon-fed the same old stuff. I didn't want to just exploit Nirvana because all the kids are listening to that," says Badham. He has had good luck sticking to his guns in the past. While he was making Saturday Night Fever, the movie with the biggest-selling soundtrack of all time, Badham says, "I played the Bee Gees tape for the music people. They all said, ~This is no good. Can't we get some Boz Scaggs?'"

Recommended Simone: The Best of Nina Simone (Philips), The Best of Nina Simone (Novus), Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood (Mercury), The Blues (Novus).

one day in the life of a tech. support engineer

FROM OUT OF THE BLUE, TECH SUPPORT ENGINEER RECEIVES EMAIL FROM CUSTOMER...
-----Original Message-----
From: CC PANG
Sent: Tuesday, April 22, 2003 10:59 AM
To: AnimalBatJay@TechSupportEngineer.Com
Subject: Course information...

hey,

send your latest training courses and shedules.

regards,
cc pang

TECHNICAL SUPPORT ENGINEER SMILES AND REPLIES
----- Original Message -----
From: AnimalBatJay
To: ccpang-it
Sent: Tuesday, April 22, 2003 11:15
Subject: Re: Course information...


Dear Mr. Pang: (tagalog translation: hoy ka rin, animal kang kahayuphayupang bastos na PANGIT!)

Thank you very much for your email. (translation: p*tangama ka talaga. ang bastos bastos mo. ano palagay mo samin dito, at your beck and f#$%#cking call? na pwede mo na lang kaming tawaging hey? ha! FckU!) It is really a pleasure to receive it.(tagalog translation: huwag mo nang uulitin ito ha. next time na mang hoy ka, pupulbusin kong dibdib mo. pasalamat ka't customer side ka kundi ikakaskas kong mukha mo sa semento. namumuro ka na sakin, isa na lang.) Our Malaysian Distributor will be more than happy to provide you with more information on Training in your area. They are CC'd with this email. (tagalog translation: huwag mo akong lalapitan pag kailangan mo ng tulong. wala kang courtesy, walang galang, walang modo. etong piso, humanap ka ng ibang makakausap mo. ulul.)

Take care, (tagalog translation: kunin ka na sana ni lord)

Jay (ilocano translation: over there)

Singapore SARS Update:

TREATED AND DISCHARGED: 104 (up 13 from 5 days ago)
IN HOSPITAL: 58 (down 3)
IN CRITICAL CONDITION: 19 (up 3)
DEAD: 14+2 (up 1)
TOTAL NUMBER OF CASES: 178 (up 11 new cases)
INDEX CASES: 7 (no change, ibig sabihin wala nang galing sa abroad na nakakahawa sa local population)
SUSPECT CASES: 87 91 (down 4)
UNDER HOME QUARANTINE: 599 (last available info from 5 days ago)

ano bang bago sa SARS sa Singapore? Mas mahigpit na ngayon. Una: Lahat ng mga suspected na in-contact with SARS patients ay may quarrantine sa bahay for 10 days. may $5,000 na multa pag lumabas ka ng bahay. Ikalawa, lahat ng mga bahay ng mga citizens na may quarrantine ay nilagyan ng close circuit TV para mabantayan kung lalabas nga o hindi. ikatlo: nilalagyan ng electronic brace ang katawang ng tao para ma-track sila by GPS.

bumili kami ng cream puff kanina sa basement ng Takashimaya-Singapore.
kumain ako ng dalawa ngayong gabi. ang sarap man. mapapa-bwakangina ka sa sarap. tiningnan ko kung sino ang gumawa. surprise, surprise... "beard papa". isang japanse na cream puff chain.

beard papa? hehehe... kala ko, typo lang ng "bread papa". i'm sure there's a story somewhere about the name of the store, but for now... kain na lang ng kain ng cream puff. sarap man!

There are seven beings that are not Gods,
that existed before humanity dreamed of Gods,
that will exist after the last God is dead.
There are seven beings that exist because,
deep in our hearts, we know that they exist.

There are seven beings that are called the Endless.
They are, in order of age, Destiny, Death, Dream,
Destruction, Desire and Despair, and Delirium,
who was once Delight.

Singapore...Five charged with murder after gang fight

FIVE men were charged yesterday with the murder of teenager Mohamad Sadik Senin at Clarke Quay, in the early hours of Thursday morning.

The five include a 17-year-old student, Mohamad Iswan Mohamad Ismail.

The others were Saifuddin Hanifi, 27, a general worker; Mohamed Rizal Nooraini, 25, a cook; Mohamed Khairy Yusope, 23, and Mohamed Feros Kassim, 20, both unemployed.

Police are looking for 10 more people who are believed to have been involved in the incident. Mr Mohamad Sadik was found lying motionless on the ground outside Jams The Club in Clarke Quay at about 3 am on Thursday. He had been bashed on the head with a baseball bat and stabbed several times in the neck and shoulders. He died about an hour after he was taken to the Singapore General Hospital. The 18-year-old, who was due to be drafted into national service, was apparently caught in the middle of a dispute between rival gangs outside the club premises. He had been seen inside the club with his elder brother and some friends earlier. Four of the suspects were detained at the scene by police.

If convicted, the five suspects face the death penalty.

project engineer po ako. gumagawa ako ng mga program para ang mga proseso at makina sa mga planta ay tumakbo ng automatic. hehehe... alam mo, nami-miss ko rin ang pagiging involved sa mga project. in my heart of hearts, ako ay isang project engineer. from 1989 to 2001, ang tagal din. labindalawang taon akong gumagawa ng mga project sa kung saan-saang lupalop sa pilipinas. involved kadalasan from start to finish: conceptualization hanggang turn-over (from erection to resurrection - hehehe).

marami na akong napasabog na planta. power plant, brewery, gawaan ng sabon. hehehe... sabi nga ng mga matatanda sa propesyon ko: hanggang di ka nakakapag-pasabog ng planta, di ka matututo na maging isang automation and controls engineer.

masarap na mahirap ang ma-involve sa isang project team. masarap dahil isang grupo kayo na gagawa ng isang planta. doon kayo, magtatrabaho, titira, matutulog, kakain. hindi titigil hanggang hindi matapos ang project. nung time na project engineer ako, kadalasan ay sa bundok ang assignment. ang pinaka-paborito ko ay sa mt. apo. mababait ang mga tao doon, magagaling at malalakas ang loob. malamig sa bundok at sa mount apo minsan bumabagsak ang temperature below 10 deg C. sarap! hehehe.

nami-miss ko ang excitement ng commissioning. yung pag-papaandar ng mga makinerya at proseso hanggang sa maitono itong maigi at makagawa ng magandang produkto. sa mt. apo, ang produkto ay power (hindi kili-kili power ha). ang steam na galing sa ilalim ng lupa ay kinukuha, tiniitimpla at ibinubuga sa mga turbina upang gumawa ng kuryente. ang kuryente ay dadalhin sa ibaba ng kapatagan para makapag-bukas ng ilaw ang mga taga-mindanao.

madali lang naman gumawa ng electricity from geothermal steam. gagawa ka ng computer program na magsasabi kung gaano karaming steam ang papasok sa turbina. kung masyadong marami, ibubuga mo ito sa atmosphere. kung kulang, magbubukas ka ng mga valve para kumuha sa ilalim ng lupa ng steam. yung by-product ng turbina ay tubig. ibabalik mo ito sa ilalim ng lupa upang maging steam ulit. siyempre, habang ginagawa mo ito, kailangan ay constant ang pressure para hindi pumutok ang mga tubo. kailangan constant ang level ng tubig para hindi masira ang mga turbina. kailangan ding bantayan mo ang lahat ng mga process upset para hindi ito makapag shutdown ng power plant.

ang problema siyempre, lahat itong mga prosesong ito ay magkakarugtong at kung pumalya ang isa, malamang ay papalya lahat. pag pumalyang lahat - walang kili-kili power. sa isang oras na hindi tumakbo ang planta, milyon milyon ang mawawala. pag tumigil ang planta dahil sa maling program - bagsak ang bataan. go home and plant camote.

ito ang excitement na hinahanap ko... ang pagprogram at pagtimpla ng mga proseso hanggang sa dumating ang oras na completely operational na ang planta. ang nerbiyos sa pag program dahil alam mong delikado ang epekto pag mali ang code.

itigil na kasi ang puñetang guerra na yan eh. marami lang mamamatay, maraming masasaktan. pag nanonood ka ng news, napaka sanitized ng pagpapakita ng conflict. nakangiti pa nga ang mga newscaster pag binabalita nilang nagsimula nang mambomba ang mga amerikano. di nila alam kung gaano kahirap masaktan, kung anong ibig sabihin ng namatayan ng mahal sa buhay.





once you put yourself in the shoes on those being invaded, you'd think twice about starting a conflict. madaling umpishan ang gulo, mahirap itong tapusin. kahit anong hight tech pa ng mga ginagamit na mga weapons, mayron pa ring mga mamamatay na nga innocenteng civilians... marami pa ring mauulila.

Singapore Woman Linked to 100 SARS Cases
YEOH EN-LAI
Associated Press

SINGAPORE - Esther Mok went to Hong Kong to shop but came home carrying a deadly flu-like virus that has since spread to more than 100 people in Singapore and killed both of her parents and her pastor.

Miraculously, she has survived.

Mok, a 26-year-old former flight attendant, was one of three original cases of severe acute respiratory syndrome, or SARS, to emerge in Singapore early last month.

Mok was very sick - and very contagious - when admitted to a Singapore hospital on March 1, but doctors had no idea that she was suffering from the strange form of pneumonia that had already killed dozens in China.

She had regular visits from her family and members of her church - all oblivious to the fact that they were exposing themselves to SARS.

Her father, mother and pastor have since died of SARS. Her uncle is in intensive care battling the illness. Mok's grandmother and brother are also sick but in stable condition.

In fact, all but a handful of the 118 reported cases in Singapore have been traced to Mok, and health officials have dubbed her a SARS "super spreader."

Two other Singaporean women also traveled to Hong Kong in February and developed SARS after exposure to a Chinese doctor, Liu Jianjun, while staying at the Metropole Hotel. They have not infected others, the health ministry said.

"Esther Mok infected the whole lot of us," health minister Lim Hng Kiang said at a recent press conference.

Two other so-called super spreaders, Canadian Kwan Siu-Chiu and American Chinese businessman Johnny Chen, fell ill after a stay at the Metropole hotel and have helped spread the illness around the world. Unlike Mok, both died.

"We don't know why some people are able to spread it so easily and some don't," said Chew Suok Kai, health ministry's director of epidemiology and disease control.

Experts from Atlanta's Centers for Disease Control will be in Singapore later this week to further analyze data from SARS patients here in a bid to find out how the "super spreader" phenomenon works, Chew said.

"There are so many things we want to know about this disease but don't know yet. One of the key things we are working on is how the super-spreader spreads," said Chew.

Mok herself has recovered and could be released from a hospital, but authorities are reluctant to let her go, fearing the media frenzy that is likely to greet her.

Like "Typhoid" Mary Mallon, who famously infected dozens of people in the New York area in the early 1900s and was forced by the government to live alone on an island, Mok is living her own modern-day exile in a hospital room networked with televisions and telephones.

Mok's quarantine prevented her from attending the memorial services of her parents, Joseph and Helen, but she has not been alone. Mok's sister, Rebekah, has taken a leave of absence to be with her, said Pastor Humphrey Choe of the family's church, the Faith Assemblies of God.

"We are all praying for her and for everyone involved," said Choe, adding that the church has rallied around Mok.

Since this island nation of 4 million people first reported its SARS outbreak a month ago, it has quarantined about 1,000 people, ordering them to stay home for 10 days or risk prosecution. Nine people have died and 118 have been reported to have the illness.

"I feel sorry for her but you might wonder whether Singapore would be so badly affected had she not been in the wrong place at the wrong time," said deliveryman Gary Sivalingam.

SARS has killed over 100 and sickened over 2,600 worldwide, mostly in Asia.

ang dahilan kung bakit di ako makaalis basta-basta ng singapore.... bwakanginangyan

SEVERE ACUTE RESPIRATORY SYNDROME (SARS)
AND FOREIGN MANPOWER RELATED ISSUES
STATEMENT BY DR LEE BOON YANG
MINISTER FOR MANPOWER


As part of Government’s measures to contain SARS in Singapore, the Ministry of Manpower (MOM) will take precautionary measures against the importation of SARS through the arrival of new foreign workers and against a possible outbreak of SARS among the foreign worker population in Singapore. It is important that despite the outbreak of SARS, life and economic activities must continue with some adjustments to deal with this new threat.

To enable work and business to continue and to safeguard Singaporeans and foreign workers, we will introduce new requirements:


Quarantine for 10 days all new Work Permit holders and Employment Pass holders entering Singapore from SARS-affected countries to prevent the import of new SARS cases and the spread of SARS at the workplace;


Existing Work Permit holders and Employment Q-pass holders who visit SARS-affected countries will be subject to the same quarantine on their return to Singapore; and


Take proactive measures to strengthen awareness of SARS and its prevention among employers of foreign workers and foreign workers.

Entry of Foreign Workers from SARS-Affected Countries

With effect on 11 April 2003, the MOM will impose a 10-day quarantine on all Work Permit holders and Employment Pass holders entering Singapore from the WHO list of SARS-affected countries. This measure will minimise the risk of imported cases causing a SARS outbreak at their workplace.

Work Permit holders will be quarantined at facilities that Government will provide. Employment Pass holders may be quarantined at their homes here or suitable residential accommodation pre-arranged by their employers.

For work permit holders, we would advise all employers against bringing in foreign workers from the WHO list of SARS-affected countries as far as practicable until the situation in these countries improves. We encourage employers to consider engaging Singaporean workers or workers from other countries instead. Notwithstanding this, some companies may still need to bring in workers from these countries for business reasons. These foreign workers will be quarantined for 10 days at their employers’ expense before a work pass is issued for them to start work. Companies that do not wish to comply with the quarantine requirement will not be allowed to bring in workers from SARS-affected countries.

We strongly urge employers not to send their foreign workers back on home leave or send any of their workers for work assignments or training in SARS-affected countries. We also urge employers to temporarily hold back rotation of the staff in Singapore with those from SARS-affected countries. The MOM will cancel the work permits of existing foreign workers if they leave Singapore for any of these affected countries. Employers will have to make fresh work permit applications for these workers and they will be subject to the 10-day quarantine on entering Singapore.

Education

We all have to exercise social responsibility to prevent the spread of SARS in Singapore and at the workplace. Employers and workers have an integral role to play in preventing the outbreak of SARS at the workplace. MOM has worked with MOH to prepare advisories to employers of foreign workers as well as foreign workers to instruct them on precautionary measures they can take to safeguard themselves and prevent the spread of SARS. The advisories will be available in English, Mandarin, Tamil, and Malay as well as in the languages of the foreign workers. These advisories will be issued shortly.

MOM has also started discussions with the industry associations for sectors employing large numbers of foreign workers to plan and coordinate action to be taken in the event of an outbreak at the workplace.

The advisories issued to employers of foreign workers is in conjunction with the general advisory that the Ministerial Committee on SARS will be putting out to all employers on steps to take in preventing and containing outbreaks in the workplace, as well as on recommended employment practices.

Conclusion

This Ministry appreciates that such moves will represent a cost to businesses. We will work closely with other agencies including JTC to keep costs down as far as possible. We have consulted a number of employers of foreign workers from SARS-affected countries. In view of the seriousness of the situation, they support the move to impose quarantine on all foreign workers arriving in Singapore from SARS-affected countries. To assist employers during this difficult time, MOM will exercise flexibility in renewing or extending work passes of existing workers of similar nationalities beyond the usual maximum period of stay. This would reduce the need for new foreign workers from the SARS-affected countries. The other work permit conditions will apply to renewal or extension.

We are facing an unprecedented situation. We are dealing with a serious unseen threat. By working together in tackling SARS, we will enable life and businesses to continue with measures to safeguard our workers and citizens.

kd lang talks about her song, "summer fling" and her CD, "Invincible Summer":

"Summerfling" - "This is really the core of the record thematically. It gets to the heart of what I was trying to express. If I had to explain it, I'd say it's about how being in love makes you feel like it's summer all the time. This was the second song I wrote for the album and, although I worked out some of the imagery and the vocabulary in my mind beforehand, everything really came together with this song."

favorite text joke...galing sa Ate Sienna's Pansitan

LEts pAuse 4 a wHile & prAy 4d sOul f ur bEloVed cO-texTer wHo rcEntLy paSsed aWay...dHil aNg P_tAnG_nA!!!nHulog s bUboNg s kkhAnap ng siGnal!!!

that arrogant australian prime minister...Howard's statement, made in reply to a television interviewer's question citing a possible strike on Australia launched from a "neighboring country," drew a sharp reaction from:

1. Indonesia
2. Malaysia
3. the Philippines
4. Thailand.

Malaysian Prime Minister Mahathir Mohamad said any pre-emptive Australian strike on Malaysian territory would be considered an act of war on the government and the country.

Political opponents at home accused Howard of damaging Australia's reputation in Southeast Asia at a time he should be building security alliances with neighboring states.

They also said he was making the country a target for terrorists.

Writing in Tuesday's edition of The Australian, Anthony Bergin of the Australian Defense Studies Centre and Hugh Smith of the Australian Defense Force Academy argued that pre-emption should only arise as an option when cooperation between governments to prevent terrorism has failed, and no other viable option exists.

good friday ngayon.... i thirst.

kagabi, para makatulog, pinanood ko ang "scorpio nights 2". ayos, after 10 minutes tulog ako! mga kwento ni peque gallaga, habang tumatagal, paantok ng paantok.

mahirap itong bagong suot kong boxer shorts... masakit pag umuupo, lumalabas ang di dapat lumabas at na-iipit ang betlog ko.

Singapore SARS Update:
TREATED AND DISCHARGED: 91 (up 7 from 2 days ago)
IN HOSPITAL: 61 (down 1)
IN CRITICAL CONDITION: 16 (down 2 - namatay)
DEAD: 13+2pending post mortem (up 5)
TOTAL NUMBER OF CASES: 167 (up 9 new cases)
INDEX CASES: 7 (no change, ibig sabihin wala nang galing sa abroad na nakakahawa sa local population)
SUSPECT CASES: 91 (up 19)
UNDER HOME QUARANTINE: 599 (down 17)

bwakangnangyan... mayron pa rin.

dear ibet,

ganito bang gusto mong mangyari sa blogger mo? kung ito nga. gamitin mo yung box.gif na pinadala ko sa email. may kopya rin si jet nitong sulat. kung di mo matanggap, hingin mo sa kanya. oks.

ingat, jay

cancel lahat ng mga trip ko kahit saan - putang inang yan! putang amang yan!

song lines i wish i wrote...

"You will seek me and you'll find me In the wasteland of your mind"

"For all eternity I think I will remember That icy wind that's howling in your eye."

"In your teardrops, I can see my own reflection"

bob dylan wrote it. great lines no?

kanina sa banyo, muntik ko nang lagyan ng toothpaste ang pangahit ko. kung nagkataon sana, sugat-sugat ang gilagid ko.

tangina talaga. lumalakas ang pagsigarilo ko! kailangan ihinto ito kundo mamamatay ako ng bata.